Working mistake

17,Mar.09,(Wed) This is my first time make a mistake on the job.

N=Boss
V=vivian, Account
M=Project Manager

Inside mrt, my phone rings, is boss. From there, i know something will happen after, very anxious in the heart.

V: hello, ya, boss.
N: the cheque (around ten thousand) u pass to supplier.
V: yes!!
N: aiyo, contract has not been signed yet, y u do the cheque for him.
V: Erm..because M told me will send the cheque to him at site, I think that very important cheq, so I.... and supplier gv me a call, he would come up to office collect the cheque, and gv us the original copy. (answer with afraid)
N: No respone with unhappy
V: I......I will ask him refund the cheq to me.

finished speaking wf boss. I m very anxious and unhappy, because i dunno wat can i do , and i thought the contract hasnt been signed, y the boss asked me issue cheq, this is the point!!

Haiz...the following day, i require him to return cheq to me, but he passes and gvs his's boss. There is no way.

The third day, he and his boss come up in the office, discuss this matter wf my project manager.
Getting to the end, he tell u that materials have already been bought, and the cheq wont return.

What is found to follow, I do not know how to do.

每个人的心中都有另一个别人看不透的自己。。